Rejoice

我无法 不能 不懂 如何 开心. 我，不.开.心. 救我，救命.

what do i want. i want to feel nothing but happiness. i want to lie down in green pastures under the bright blue sky. i want to go to the beach and caressed by the sea breeze. i want to watch and look at a full moon with millions of stars above my head. i want to think nothing but God. i want to cuddle in His arms. i want to go home and not think of life.

what do i need to learn. i need to learn how to love people. i need to learn be humble. i need to learn how to be obedient. i need to learn to fully, sincerely surrender. i need to learn how to pray. i need to learn to see God. i need to learn to be happy.

half a month has passed. we are all preparing for christmas. celebrating the season of love, the birth of our saviour, Jesus Christ and preparing for Christ. i wanna do something for christmas this year. i wanna make a difference. i wanna do something for God. 

Dear God, use me. In Jesus' name i pray. Amen. 

'Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice.' Philippians 4:4

month of love!

mannn, it is DECEMBER already! can't wait! can't wait and I JUST CAN'T WAIT! to celebrate Christmas! to celebrate my birthday! to eat more good food! to finish my first semester! and to go back home! what's the best thing other than all these!?

Everyone loves December! especially this little girl here loves December freaking much. i'll never let anything to ruin my lovely month. (grrrr, never!) hah, right. anyway, ive been super relaxing these few weeks after ive passed up one of my toughest project. another yet to come but all is well till now. :)

thinking back of what ive accomplised in this year, i do had an amazing blessed year. when i chose to look at the good rather than the bad, i found out i do live an awesome life. thanks to lovely heavenly Father for all the blessings.

1. I went to three countries and a few states in a year.
2. I cut my hair short.
3. I helped my mom at her shop for more than a month.
4. I rear a pet turtle.
5. I learned how to cook.
6. I worked for around two months and quit cause i don like it.
7. I bought cool smartphone and laptop.
8. I got into the best uni in Msia.
9. I always have money inside my purse.
10. I am living healthily and growing stronger.
11. and more and more... uncountable blessings. ^^

Let bygones be bygones, and look upon the amazing things that is happening around you. Simply be grateful and happy cause you are alive, living under God's wings. and of course, because i just got one of the buy one free one subway voucher! awesome! :P