Love like Jesus

He who covers and forgives an offense seeks love, but he who repeats or harps on a matter separates even close friends. Proverbs 17:9

I happened to read this verse and felt it. I have a few close friends. I love how our relationships are. We were all primary and secondary school friends. It is like we have known each other for our entire life. I love my churchmates as well. Theyre all very loving and caring. They were there to watch me grow spiritually day by day. I love uni friends too, to get to know different people all over the places, to understand each other throughout our uni life. I really am grateful. I thank God, these people that walked into my life, never left. Even when we are all at a different countries, different time zone, we keep in touch once in a while and talked about every part of our lives.

Me and my close friends, of course we do fight, we do tear our faces and shouted nasty things about each other. But eventually, we grew, and learn how to love! Isnt that amazing. That is what keeping them all around me till today.

Love can easily turn into hatred. When you don love from the bottom of your heart, when you don love like how Jesus loves us. In only a split second of your anger and emotions, your so called love can changed into jealousy, complaints and anger. Humans tend to sin like this. It is like you're stepping on a huge cliff, if you happen to take another step without thinking, you'll fall off hurting yourself, hurting people who truly loves you.

Love can covers. It means you don take in offenses and make a revenge out of it. God doesnt do that. God's love covers us, He forgives us. It doesnt mean that you ignore all the faults that have been done. It simply means, you don outraged yourself, pause for a sec to think what Jesus would do at that very moment!

To think how great how deep how high how wide! is God's love, never stops to amaze me.

Unending love

My chains are gone, Ive been set free. My God my Savior, has ransomed me. And like a flood, His mercy reigns. Unending love, amazing grace.

Whenever i look upon God, I will surely look down on myself. Reflect on my old self and see the new self. How ive been changed throughout all these years ive known to Him. Life has never been so content, so meaningful before. I woke up to realise He gives me breath for another day. My God provides me strength to accept what lies in front of me and get it to work. He gives me time to spent on His words, to pray to Him and to speak to Him. The Lord gives me hope to know that He will wait for me at the end of this road. and the life he gave, is to go to the world and preach the gospel to all. Matt 16:15

His love is real, He is indeed real. I just have to open my eyes to see and heart to feel. Please don ever make me forget, how God has led me through, and is leading me to.. that unending love. Cause this love, is what keeps me going on. 

Hi poo

Hi there,

Am i asking too much? Am i doing too much? Is doing too much good? There are billions of questions regarding what am i suppose to do running through my head for like months. Sometimes i want to appreciate and grab every opportunities that i encounter, but sometimes i just want to take a break and let go.

Being nothing is miserable. To know that you can actually do something but you cant do it because you're not suppose to is devastating. God, i pray that you can direct my ways, to the correct path. What am i suppose to say, what moves should i take?

I am not counting what i have done. I am worried what ive done that shouldnt be done. For i want to put myself in other people's shoe. Feeling for them, encourage them and spare their thoughts. Lord, may i not focus on the earth, may i look upon you, Lord and may i do Your will.

Thank you for bearing with me.

words

thank you, thank you all for every single letters and alphabets that pierced right through my heart. those written words and sentences that form one complete emotional essay, as though voicing out for that little heart of mine, whispering in my ears reminding me how ignorant is this little girl.

grace and blessings never left her. God so love this little girl, that she is keep growing. mold by His own hand, becoming stronger and having more courage and faith. turning into a young lady that wanted to live for Him, push herself and run towards Him no matter what's the obstacle is in front of that long track, searching the light and breathing the air He provides when she's about to suffocate and drenched into a lost world.

thank You, for being there all the time. without You, she wouldnt be able to live.

i thank God and am grateful, because He didnt forget to wake me up this morning. and you too. :)

stay with me

she knows, someone, somebody, anybody out there do understand.
will you, stay with her?
and i'll make sure, promise, she will try her best to bear with you,
hold on tight to you and never let go.
cause she knows you will strengthen her, keep her uphold and provide her needs.
i know, you, will never fail her.
correct?
you love her, and she loves you too
so please, dear you, stay with her.
as she wants to continue to live for You, Jesus Christ.

别动

第一站 充满期待的幸福，温暖

第二站 拥抱爱， 满满的喜乐

第三站 诉说心里的喜悦

第四站 小小的冲突

第五站 内心的挣扎 以及坦诚

第六站 ...

会是怎样的呢? 

有时候, 更希望 可以好好的呆着, 别动, 就不痛.

我不怪谁，

只怪自己 冲着上帝要回自己的心

原谅我，我的自私，我的一意孤行

我和你一样， 期待更好的自己. 

human's heart

ive stopped writing. i know.

im going downhill. being back home is great. awesome. being afraid to people, watching out who is really who, guessing people's darkest mind is not. and when this happened, i will hide. avoid those people, places and situation that might cause chaos. i am keep deciding everything according to my own will. as long as im good, im happy. with the only bunch that i love.

nope, this is not good. im of no difference with those selfish people. thinking that, everyone is being okay with me. truth is, i am the only one that loves being together, hanging those blissful faces, and telling those happy tales.

how you look, what to do, what to say, what to feel, all these matters. to define who the heck are you. from other people. how pathetic. where's the true and sincere feelings and thoughts?

Jeremiah 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick;who can understand it?

the answer goes to the most awesome God.

wen, He knows.