I miss my dad.
He is the typical kind of daddy. He doesn't smoke but he would drink a little together with mummy when he's in the mood. He doesnt know how to say i love you but he always provides us with things that we need and want. He doesnt know how to take care of us and always scolded us when we get sick but he would immediately go all the way to town and buy medicine for us. He doesnt know how to talk but he would always wanted to know more about us until at one time he complained to my mum that i didnt call back home for a long time already. Aw. :)
He may not be the smartest dad or the richest dad, but he's always at his best in making the family laugh and be happy. Look how cute he is in selfie. :P and look at those wrinkles and white hair, makes me feel so sad and reminds me that he's getting really old. I am still not able to give it back to him even if i wanted to. I am still not able to say dad, don worry, let me take care of this. All i can do is to pray and stop worrying him with little things. I feel so sad when i listened to his voice moments ago. He got sick and i feel so bad that i couldnt do anything to help. It was funny but sweet tho, that it's my turn now to scold him back for getting sick. I know how it feels now. My family is my weakness. I can bear with all other pains and sufferings but not my family if someone else is trying to say things about them or hurt them. Until at one point I can just talk about my family and cry every single time because they are so dear to me.
So dear God, please do not take away my dad before he knows you. Please please touch his heart with your holy spirit and shower him with love. Rinse away all his wrongs and bring him back to you. I believe my purpose in Your hand that you place me in this family to be the light and salt. I have strong faith in You O'Lord, to wait until that one day we all will be in the church to worship You and praise You. Amen.
