Fulfilled

It is July already! It has been a hectic hectic month! Everything passed by very very quickly and i am so afraid that i might forget everything that has happened! So i promised myself i must must note down everything that this life i have been through to keep a reminder to myself, how God's love has brought me to this date! 

I have so many things to tell! Almost everyday, I am experiencing God's amazing grace. So much! Especially since the day i stepped into MTS. God has incredibly amazingly brought me here and that's another long story to tell. Long story short, I am in Sibu currently, attending theological school, learning and preparing, adopting a fulfilling life. It's been a week now. Everything is good, great! Though the pressure is there. We have heavy homework and tests. Let me ignore the details, and talk about things that gave me great impression. 

Total 14, 11 of us, 3 yet to come!

Waking up at 4:30am for almost every morning wasn't an easy task. But being able to attend to God and quiet down ourselves before the day begin never fails to lighten me up. Discipline life is what we desire for, and here it is. Embrace it, wen! I love saying good morning to every seminary students that ive met along the way. The sight of everyone walking together to classes, chapel and cleaning up eating hall was heartwarming. It feels like we all have one common goal, having the same purpose in life. I love love my table friends, the most helpful and encouraging people ever! Fyi, i am always the first person on the list. So i am always the first one to do things. First to lead prayer, praise and worship, first group in presenting, first table, first cleanup and there's more to come? You know, that feeling when you need to be strong and courageous every single time is :/ not really great. The fact that you can't say no is far worse. Nevertheless, God is a God who strengthen me, and those seminary students are being really really helpful and friendly!

看似酷酷的你，也是善良可爱的你 You looked pretty fierce for the first sight and sorry to say it was frightening! These kind of people is whom i am afraid of, not afraid per se, but i have to admit i find these people difficult to handle. Anyhow, i always always flash out my wide wide smile when i meet anyone here, and talked on any topic that i could think of. Surprisingly, you are my first little angel in MTS! I couldn't ask for more. Thank you! :)

Seminary student from China taught us how to cook dumplings, incredibly delicious! The night when we were still wondering what to have for dinner, there it is! 100++ homemade dumplings from the seminary student we do traineeship with. It is incredibly good. The fellowship on that night was awesome too, i get to know alot, learned a lot.

Fellowship and church that i am attending to serve, 福源堂. Big big church. The first time i've been here was for 三邦, a few years ago. This time around, i came back here as SMTS student. I may not be a Methodist nor know everything about Methodist, but God doesnt leave me out to learn and know Him better. I may not know mandarin really well, i may not be able to produce a literary work, and i even may not be able to speak intelligently! He again shows His acceptance for a sinner like me giving me chances and lead me closer towards the cross. Instead, MTS amazingly adopting english prayer and work! God's grace.

I have weaknesses, I have flaws. I am lacking but I couldn't wait to explore more!