My child

It's been a while since i've been listening to idol songs. I knew i should have stay away from these songs because it could make one feels overwhelmed. I was playing the guitar and wanted to sing. So i browsed the net not knowing what's new today, clicked on Boyce Avenue's covers and find them pretty nice. But wow, the songs are very affective! :/ Music has indeed a powerful effect on humans. Look how music can lead people into worshiping God and the other way round! But a note to self, if it gets overwhelming, stop listening.

So all the emotions and thoughts were in my head. Especially during this exam period?! Nooo. I was having pretty low self-esteem lately. I always thought that i am not smart smart enough, not humble enough, not friendly enough, not pretty enough, not rich enough whatever that i can think of! I guess i was struggling with faith, sinful for about trusting. But as i look up at the beautiful sky, this love and grace God gives, He is still there regardless how many times i rebel. 

Rather than wasting time looking at how other people are doing it, why not look at what God did for me! Look at what i can do for God and give Him my best! I do know when i abide in Him, what is mine will be mine and what is not, dear God, take it away will you. Help me in learning to trust you more. 

My child,

Don ever forget, everything is under my control!

Forever, i will know what is best for you， 

when will it be and how will it be,

Just trust me! 

The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, 'Abba, Father'. (Romans 8:15) The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discourage. (Deuteronomy 31:8) What can mere mortals do to me? (Psalms 118:6) No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. (Romans 8:37)

Loved

I love you, Father.

You are the beginning and the end. 

King of kings, my healer and friend.

Father, you made me and you plan my life.

It's amazing that i was born to be loved.

The days I have not known you, you have known me.

You know the number of my hairs on my head. 

You know all of my words before they are said.

You know my pain, my sorrows and my thoughts.

You live in me and I in you. 

Forgive me when i complained, 

when i wandered off and ran away.

Forgive me for walking ahead of you at times,

and listened only to mine. 

I know if i follow you, you will help me to get there.

I know where you are, is where i belong.

You always walk with me, O God.

There is none like You,

A place i fit perfectly. 

My heart will now let go,

Because you catch every tears of mine.

Because you are watching over me.

Thank you, Father.
I have found my hope.

只想说谢谢你

谢谢你, 把我形容的这么美丽 :)

Sometimes, i just wanna say thank you to all who have done so much and given so much to God. 

Hebrews 6:10 For God is not unjust, He will not forget your work and the love you have shown Him as you have helped His people and continue to help them.