month of love!

mannn, it is DECEMBER already! can't wait! can't wait and I JUST CAN'T WAIT! to celebrate Christmas! to celebrate my birthday! to eat more good food! to finish my first semester! and to go back home! what's the best thing other than all these!?

Everyone loves December! especially this little girl here loves December freaking much. i'll never let anything to ruin my lovely month. (grrrr, never!) hah, right. anyway, ive been super relaxing these few weeks after ive passed up one of my toughest project. another yet to come but all is well till now. :)

thinking back of what ive accomplised in this year, i do had an amazing blessed year. when i chose to look at the good rather than the bad, i found out i do live an awesome life. thanks to lovely heavenly Father for all the blessings.

1. I went to three countries and a few states in a year.
2. I cut my hair short.
3. I helped my mom at her shop for more than a month.
4. I rear a pet turtle.
5. I learned how to cook.
6. I worked for around two months and quit cause i don like it.
7. I bought cool smartphone and laptop.
8. I got into the best uni in Msia.
9. I always have money inside my purse.
10. I am living healthily and growing stronger.
11. and more and more... uncountable blessings. ^^

Let bygones be bygones, and look upon the amazing things that is happening around you. Simply be grateful and happy cause you are alive, living under God's wings. and of course, because i just got one of the buy one free one subway voucher! awesome! :P

the little Princess

Let me tell you a story.

Once upon a time, in a world full of planets, each planet lives a person. There's one little girl named Princess, lives on this particular planet. She wants to go to Earth. So, she left her rose in her planet and went off to Earth. Along the way to Earth, she visited other planets and met some very odd grown-ups.

First, she met a King. A King who claims to rule over the world with absolute power. However, nobody listens to him. The King lives by giving odd orders, for example ordering the sun to set, to satisfy his thirst for power. When Princess arrived at the King, she is not fooled. She did not take his order and leave.

Then she met a conceited man. The conceited man sees himself as the handsomest, richest, and the most intelligent man in the world. Everyone admires him and loves him. In fact, he is all alone in that planet. Yet he wished to be admired and applaued. Princess is perplexed with such vanity and left to another planet.

In the third planet, she met a businessman. He is a large gentleman who is very very busy until he doesnt even have the time to light up his cigarette. He spends his time counting the stars, which he claims to own. Princess  sees the businessman as wasting his life, not using what he owns by writing down the numbers in the bank. Princess is again, finds the grown-ups to be very disappointing.

At last, Princess reached Earth. No one is there. No humans, no other living things. Then, a snake came and lied to the little girl that if she allows the snake to bite her, she can go back to her planet and her rose. Only then, Princess realised, what she wants and what she needs is different. Important things in life are visible only to the heart, that is her time away from the rose makes the rose more special to Princess. The love, that makes a person responsible for the beings that one loves.

The end.

ps. wait, did she returned to her planet?        

to be continued...             x)

story modified from Le Petit Prince

sincerity

wow! can't believe it is already november. the horrible october that ive been through, and i believe more terrifying months to come, i still am, and will be grateful, God put me in where He knows i belong. I assure you, GOD IS WONDERFUL! God is treating me well all along, bringing lovely people into my life, sending His Holy spirit to make me stronger than ever and granting me blessings that i could never forget. whatever circumstances He put you in regardless the tough times, He will lead you to a brighter road, better path. Have faith.

Through weeks of having a state of mental and emotional strain and tension, adapting and dealing with feelings and emotions, thoughts and a lot more tasks that were running through my head every single moment, i am glad wenwen is still able to carry a smile brighter than the sun and enjoying the breath and blessed moments God gave her.

However, everything has its dark side, including 'everyone'. i think a lot and im keeping my guard up. i was wrong, i was wrong to believe the sun will keep on shining and the thunders and storm will never strike. i tried breaking the walls that ive built around me. but well, human are just not like that.

is it just me or the world is turning into a world full of hypocrites and liars. remember, sincerity and honesty is what you're searching for all along and dont lose it. 

只想要用真心去对待每一个人，只想要用心灵和诚实来到上帝的面前.

不能对每件事都抱着单纯的心，对每个人都以为是真心，对每句话都以为是心意   或许吧...

crazy

痛苦 痛苦! 太痛苦了!!

My stress level is exceeding! Like 349%, so much work to do so little time! Time in uni is insanely fast. Cant breath, suffocated. 9 assignments at one time is crazy man, you know, CRAZY! Too much negative thoughts and workload in hand i feel like crying. Let's just not care about being perfect anymore, i just wanna finish my work. I want ma's chicken soup and i feel like sleeping 12 hours.

凡劳苦重担的人，可以到我这里来，我就使你们得安息。 -太11:28

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anyone?

突然 好希望有个人 可以摸摸我的头 对我说，妏，不哭不哭 主耶稣爱你 我也爱你.

Honestly, ive been feeling really weary lately. I don know if it's because of the assignments flooding in or the dull life ive been repeating for a month! a month! by now. ( I hardly can imagine how my 4 years gonna be in this little island.) I really really wish to go to the beach, and eat an icecream. Not thinking what is in my mind and the world's happening. I just want to feel the sweetness in my mouth and being glad that God saved us all. Do anyone know how i feel? Is there anybody out there, like freaking know what i meant.?

Life is just not like that. Nobody is going to be happy every moment. Life's tough. and im craving for mcdonalds. *depression.

rainbow

世上的花花草草 永远都比不上 天上的彩虹 和云彩

每一朵云彩，都象征 代表着上帝的良善与恩典，玟妏 记住了

Look up into the sky, and you'll realised there are so much more, way beyond what you have on this tiny little earth up there.

A friend reminded me, at the end of the day, you will realised all the things that we are doing now, or are trying to pursue now will just disappear into thin air. 'Poof!' and there's only one person that will stand in front of you with an open arm, waiting for you all along, to give you warmth from this cold world, to bring you eternal happiness. 

So true, look inside your heart and you'll see a hero lies in you. A hero armed with God's strength to carry on and i am glad. so glad that i know, you will win the war. 

God's grace never ends. Mom and dad are so loving. People i met are so caring. What more do i want. 

sadness

Everything is so disappointing. I thought you understand, i thought i could get some attention, i thought i could complain, i thought i could be weak in front of you, i thought so. I feel pity, i needed supports and i needed comforts. What did i do wrong? For being weak? For telling you i needed you? For complaining my rough days? You know you can always tell me your feelings and i did show my care to you. Now i could only hide my thoughts and die. The end.

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